Just who the hell am I, anyway?

I am now at the halfway point of my bar exam preparation. As I struggle to review all the first year classes, I am also struggling to figure out who I am, and what I will be when this is all over. Photograpy has defined my life since 1975. I worked in newspapers for nearly 20 years and then ran my own business. I've been immersed in law for nearly 3 years--first as a student, then as a law clerk or intern. Where do I go from here? After the bar, I am supposed to start a job with a great local firm, but I am still fighting the urge to make pictures professionally. I don't know where this will lead in the end, but it is an interesting choice and struggle. Anyone care to weigh in on all of this?